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do you ever imagine what life would be like if you would have never been born. would your parents have another child? would your best friend be alive or would she have killed herself like she has told you many times? would your sister be the smart one in the family? would your brother be the fat one in the family? would your dad need to hire a nurse or an accountant? would your family be "proud" of your brother or sister? would your mother still be a bitch or would she happy? what would happen to all the people you met and helped over the years? would they still be needing help or would they be dead? what would be if you werent there to have fixed things, or maybe stop things from happening? would people have killed themselves or would people be happy? i honestly think everyone in my life would be happy to never have met me. maybe their life would be less gloomy, having never met me would have made them happy instead of suicidal.